I'm bored with him

As the relationship grow older
I am getting bored out of it
The reason is
He seem to have lost interest in me
Or maybe I have lost interest in him
I started looking around

I found pleasure in poppers
I must admit this is an outstanding discovery
I wish I could share it with him
But I am not sure whether he will join me
On this sinful act

So in the end
I just have to make do with others

But the point when he says
I will always left behind by boys like you
Make me just want o hold him much closer

I realized also that I am the one who chooses this option
And thus it is my fault
And that I should bear with it
But it is my fault
That I can't bear the option of having option