After Long gone

I don’t remember when the last time I actually wrote anything in here,
But I guess it doesn’t kill for me to write again
As we all know today is the first day of fasting month
I’m feeling bored so that is why I am writing to you
Anyway
A lot have happen
Most of it quite amusingly great
I am currently pursuing my degree
And I have just tendered my resignation
It will take me another 2 months for me to go to the new office
Well its supposed to be three but I guess they want me urgently then

Anyway.. I hope the job will make me a man and at the same time carries me to a higher grade in my career ladder.
Anyway enough about works ..

My relationship .. Ahhhh , Mr E
What can I say .. after 2 years .. I still have feelings for him
But after all this years of pursuing and nothing in return
I do feel that maybe it is time for me to move on
I do like him on bed
Bu t I do need someone that I can go out with
And enjoy our time together and not just in between four walls
And for 2 hours max on weekends

Anyway I do miss him sometimes
And I still do call him up
And being a two timer...is sort of an art by now

But reality is that I am currently dating
Yes, fucking bloody dating a Filipino
Ok First it was Joel…and he left to Philippines
And now again is MJ

Well, MJ is sort of optimistic in life kind of person
I just sometime want to tell him that life is not as peachy as u think it is
But I just don’t want to spoil his naiveness in life
Like me... I am a dark pessimist of life
But my exterior would look differently
Anyway
We run together
Do things together
Sleep together
And almost everything together
Well maybe now that its been 3 months..
That is why I felt like that
That I am doing a lot of stuff together
Where else probably not that much
But One thing that leads me to think that this is it
I have my toothbrush at his house
A parking space
And resident card.
A bloody resident card …who could ask for more


Ok I’m tired of typing .. we will meet again .. I hope tomorrow ?
And I will tell you all the story that we missed k ..
Till then .. bye