Love Pretender

*Do u mind if i cut your throat for my love ?

You may not believe it
But I don’t believe in miracles anymore
Reality is just black and white

Ok that is an excerpt from a song
But the point is here
I don’t believe in miracles

And that includes love
I mean how someone can love another stranger

I read it in a book that I am currently reading
Yeah I took up reading in the meantime while waiting for bitches nowadays

It stated:
To Clare
Who thought me all I know about love
And still trusts me enough to fall asleep beside me
From book: How to love

I’m reading halfway and I found myself realize that
I am a bad person for someone to love
I realize also that I am a narcissist
(Like that is new …)
And that is the reason of all my fail relationship

And at one point I do remember telling someone this...
“Ok, enough about me. Lets talk about you … what do u thinks of me?”
Ok yeah it may sound deluded to talk about oneself too much
But at some point
I do believe e it is never enough to tell myself to the world about me ‘me me and me

And if it’s not that grand
There is always exaggeration to put in a bit if spice
Yeah... Exaggeration that makes a chair comfortable like a couch
That what I usually see it
But …not always … believe me...
(As again statement usually used by liars and psychopath …)

I guess this is just my nature to do this...

I am an evil narcissist with angel face and master of deceit.
Of Love